Boris At Belle Isle8:35 PM
Meet Boris! A little over a month ago or so, my friend Ryan took his dog Boris to Belle Isle and I tagged along for an impromptu photo-shoot! Now that I am shooting for the band at events, I need all of the practice taking photos of movement that I can get. Boris was a beautiful subject, such a happy guy!
I am thankful for every opportunity I have to do something creative these days, I am constantly starving for the next project. I think there is some fucked up high I get off on by being completely swamped in projects, I am addicted to having a million things going at once. I have been slowly improving these past few months, but I still have moments where I backslide into bouts of anxiety and depression. There are several factors that contribute to it, but more importantly there has been one constant means of development: creativity. I wish several aspects of my life were different, I want things that I know that I do not need, and if this entire year has taught me anything, it is that my mind just isn't ready for everything that my heart is hungry for. As a result? I am going to put all of that energy into something useful, because in the process I am healing myself-with a little help from therapy, and a lot of help from my friends and family.
You have people come into your life shockingly and surprisingly. You have losses that you never thought you'd experience. You have rejection and you have to learn how to deal with that and how to get up the next day and go on with it. -Taylor Swift.
Everything else in my life might still be a mess, but this is the only thing that has made any sense. I have an amazing group of talented people surrounding me right now, and I cannot wait to see what we can come up with together. It is going to be beautiful. I am still spinning plates, still being brave, and it is only the beginning.